If anyone ever tells MY story…

I am not the hero nor the villain. The only TRULY innocent people in MY life’s story are my children and my parents. People should not underestimate me nor what I am capable of when motivated and mission oriented. I will NEVER AGAIN apologize to ANYONE for the person I am now except for my children who deserved better than a sick mother all of their lives. Certain relatives of mine did very evil things to me, my MOTHER, and my CHILDREN. They will answer for it, so help me God.

Certain “friends” of mine should have believed ME instead of the Baldwin/Freeport Delta/Beta RUMOR MILL. I am the same person I always was. Most people from home remember me as “shy” – I am no longer intimidated by anyone nor anything and I do not lie. They ought to keep my name out of their mouths now or I will tell EVERYONE every damned embarrassing thing I remember about each and every one of you. If I were you, I would heed the last warning you will ever get. Fuckin vipers. Fuck you. TRY ME NOW, I DARE YOU! Your glory days are OVER. Your names are mud. Drag mine all you like – it is only gonna backfire on you now.

My tyrannical soulless sister is FORCING me to go back home to LI in 3 weeks for a court date because she abused me my entire life and now she abuses my mom and nobody EVER stood up to her before I DID (and I only do these things now to PROTECT MY MOTHER from my abusive, manipulative, racist, neglectful, senile, monstrous “sister” who NEVER respected the elders in our family, who never cared for anything nor anyone but her own UNLIKABLE self) and that scumnt does not know how to process THAT.

Someone is about to learn the hard way EXACTLY what The Streisand Effect is, and I will GLEEFULLY go to jail for it. By the way, do I still have any lawyer friends? I’m in a bit of a FREE SPEECH jam and I am fighting for my own freedom to live my life as well as the basic human rights that my siblings try to deny to our MOTHER.

I did not start this fight but I will finish it and I have already won. Selah! My bullies just don’t know it yet.




From the Ether. PRAYERS MOSTLY!

Please and thank you.

Also, I need money because I still do not understand how to make divorce work and I am running out of time to figure it out.

I ask again of the Ether:


Thank you for reading. I truly do love you all but I really am in some trouble and I ask everyone who I was ever good to to remember that now. PLEASE HELP ME OUT.

Thank you.

God bless you.

I love you.

Amen. Amen. Amen.

PS My real phone # is 1-845-372-9263 it is my only working number. I will talk to anyone, any time, if anyone doubts me. I am honest, desperate, and have nothing left to lose. I know how to block creeps so I am not at all afraid of trolls. I am just trying to survive – and I will, because I DO, but I need some help easing the journey please and thank you. I love you. God bless you. Amen. Amen. Amen.

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